becky has passed
today a big part of me died.my becky is now with our lord,i hope he needed her more than me.i had to leave hospice early in order to give away her hospital bed as per her request.it ended up with a woman that could not afford one for her paralized son.i told her(my becky)before i left that it was alright to quit fighting that god was waiting for her and that we all loved her very much but was glad she would not suffer any more.she had not been responsive for about forty eight hours at that time.i truely think deep inside she heard me and knew it was time.she died one hour after i left her.i think she did it on purpose so i would not see her pass.i am not ashamed to say i still cry every time i even think about her and i do not think it will change any time soon.i hope you all cherish your soul mate as much as i did mine.i know my becky knew i loved her more than life itself and would gladly trade places with her if i could.god bless you all and thank you for your prayers. old simperfi
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