I dunno , i do know when i dont listen it all get way harder ..
i'm just a grunt trying to hear The General
I have a prayer for this nation and He's showing me ( when i look ) how to make it a reality
the only real struggle i have nowdays is the ammount of writing on the PC in email and faxes and such , things and people are doing well , amazingly so ... I'm in Awe of what has been able to become real in such a short time , the people that have been put in my path , the wealth of info people are sharing , and the ammount of folks inside both the socialists camp and from inside islam letting us know what and who is happening
but i get the Idea we are only the tools for Someone better
and thats just fine too