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    December 20, 2010
    Life and Death Decisions Weigh on Junior Officers

    By JAMES DAO

    QURGHAN TAPA, Afghanistan — The hill wasn’t much to behold, just a treeless mound of dirt barely 80 feet high. But for Taliban fighters, it was a favorite spot for launching rockets into Imam Sahib city. Ideal, American commanders figured, for the insurgents to disrupt the coming parliamentary elections.
    So under a warm September sun, a dozen American infantrymen snaked their way toward the hill’s summit, intent on holding it until voting booths closed the next evening. At the top, soldiers settled into trenches near the rusted carcass of a Soviet troop carrier and prepared for a long day of watching tree lines.

    Then, an explosion. “Man down!” someone shouted. From across the hill, they could hear the faint sound of moaning: one of the company’s two minesweepers lay crumpled on the ground. The soldiers of Third Platoon froze in place.

    Toward the rear of the line, Capt. Adrian Bonenberger, the 33-year-old company commander, cursed to himself. During weeks of planning, he had tried to foresee every potential danger, from heat exposure to suicide bombers. Yet now Third Platoon was trapped among mines they apparently could not detect. A medical evacuation helicopter had to be called, the platoon moved to safety, the mission drastically altered. His mind raced.

    “Did I do the right thing?” he would ask himself later.

    Far from the generals in the Pentagon and Kabul, America’s front-line troops entrust their lives to junior officers like Captain Bonenberger. These officers, in their 20s and early 30s, do much more than lead soldiers into combat. They must be coaches and therapists one minute, diplomats and dignitaries the next. They are asked to comprehend the machinations of Afghan allies even as they parry the attacks of Taliban foes.

    As commander of Alpha Company, First Battalion, 87th Infantry Regiment, Captain Bonenberger was in charge not just of ensuring the safety of 150 soldiers, but also of securing the district of Imam Sahib, a volatile mix of insurgent enclaves and peaceful farming villages along the Tajikistan border.

    In his first three months of command, he had led soldiers in bruising firefights, witnessed the aftermath of a devastating car bomb, nominated soldiers for valor awards and disciplined others for insubordination. He had put in countless 18-hour days writing reports, accounting for $30 million in equipment and planning missions, at least one of which he had to abandon when his Afghan partners, the local police, unexpectedly declined to participate.

    Captain Bonenberger, a graduate of Yale who protested the invasion of Iraq before he joined the Army, had deployed to Afghanistan once before, as a lieutenant in 2007, but had not commanded a combat unit. Now he had the prospect, terrifying but also thrilling, of shouldering greater responsibility than he had ever known.

    “You have the ability, and the responsibility, to imagine and implement the strategy that will turn your districts from red to yellow to green,” he said. “Taking command of Alpha Company was one of the crowning achievements in my life.”

    Many officers fondly recall their days as platoon leaders and company commanders as the most fulfilling of their military careers. Yet the Army each year faces an exodus of captains from the service. Burnout, second-guessing by superior officers and the prospect of dull administrative jobs after deployment are often cited as reasons.

    Captain Bonenberger would soon face questions about the events on Qurghan Tapa, from both himself and his superiors. But in the relentless world of the front-line commander, he also had to put them out of his mind and advance the battalion’s mission. That was best, he believed, for his company’s morale — and for his own sanity.

    “You don’t have the luxury of letting yourself really feel,” he said later. “That is the part of me that I could very happily see going away if I weren’t in the Army. But in the Army, it is absolutely essential. You can’t dwell on it.”

    Frequent Ambushes

    Imam Sahib is the northernmost district of Kunduz Province, an ethnically diverse region of rice paddies and cotton and wheat fields. Once considered secure, the province has seen a sharp rise in insurgent violence and intimidation since 2008.

    Soon after arriving in March, battalion commanders discovered that a third or more of the province was controlled by insurgent groups, a mix of Taliban supporters, criminal gangs and radical separatists from Uzbekistan and Tajikistan. By summer, American units were being ambushed almost every time they crossed the invisible borders into those contested areas, including in Imam Sahib.

    Alpha Company stumbled into a series of fierce firefights in July just a few miles east of Imam Sahib city, the district’s government center. The next month, a car packed with mortar shells exploded near a convoy of American and Afghan trucks in the village of Qurghan Tapa, killing eight Afghan police officers and militiamen and wounding two American soldiers.

    The bombing was devastating to the local police, who lost several top officers. But it was also wrenching for Captain Bonenberger, who had taken command of Alpha Company just weeks before. In the following days, the company battled insurgents around Qurghan Tapa, and the experience cemented his resolve to control the nearby hill.

    “It’s all related for me,” he said in early September. “It all started with that suicide bombing.”

    But the Taliban were not Captain Bonenberger’s only concern. The Afghan police could be unreliable partners, sometimes skipping planned missions, sometimes fleeing when shooting began.

    The allegiances of the district police chief were also unclear. The Americans had received complaints that he was using the police to help his brother, a member of Parliament who was running for re-election. Other rumors connected the chief’s family to militias that smuggled drugs and weapons across the Tajikistan border.

    Even more worrisome, the district governor was the brother of a Taliban commander who controlled villages south of Imam Sahib city. The governor claimed he had been trying to get his brother to support the government, but the Americans assumed that anything they told the governor’s office would be shared with the Taliban.

    Captain Bonenberger had to consider those issues in early September as he planned one of his first major missions, building a checkpoint atop Qurghan Tapa hill that would be manned by the Afghan border police.

    On the day before the mission was to begin, he led a convoy of nearly 20 vehicles carrying snipers, a mine-clearing team, a mortar crew and two infantry platoons to Imam Sahib. All that was needed was final consent from the district police chief, Col. Kajum Ibrahimi.

    But Colonel Ibrahimi, who had supported the hill operation during previous meetings, suddenly had a litany of objections. Captain Bonenberger told him, “All I need is 10 men.”

    “I can’t do 10,” Colonel Ibrahimi replied.

    “I’ll take five,” Captain Bonenberger said.

    “I cannot help,” the colonel concluded.

    Captain Bonenberger walked out of the meeting deflated and perplexed. Was the chief trying to protect his brother’s re-election prospects? Was he afraid of another car bomb? Or was internal police department politics at play? (The provincial police chief had just been fired.) The captain assumed that he would never know what had changed.

    The mission was scrapped, but Captain Bonenberger remained determined to secure the hill. And so, just a week later, the company returned to Imam Sahib.

    This would be a scaled-back operation, without the Afghan police, using two American platoons to hold the hill just overnight, until polls closed the next day. “After that, we’ll have to break it down,” Captain Bonenberger said.

    “It’s not my hill, it’s Giroa’s hill,” he added, referring to the government of Afghanistan. “If they want it, they’ll have it. If they don’t, then we’re not going to stay.”

    Renewed Concerns

    Early on the morning of Sept. 17, Sgt. First Class Dean Lee huddled with members of Alpha Company’s Third Platoon inside the walled district police headquarters in Imam Sahib city.

    Sergeant Lee, a 36-year-old from Buffalo on his third combat deployment, took seriously his role as the platoon’s father figure, prowling the compound in his Red Sox cap looking for unfinished work and undisciplined soldiers. He has three daughters and is an evangelical Christian, but he can also tell a raunchy story and defuse tense moments with a joke.

    This day he urged the soldiers to be on the lookout for antipersonnel mines. Then he said a prayer and sent them to their trucks. “Make sure your boots are tied,” he quipped, reminding them that an officer recently lost an unlaced boot in the mud of a rice paddy.

    As the Alpha Company convoy approached Qurghan Tapa hill, Lt. Nathaniel Bleier, the leader of Third Platoon, called Captain Bonenberger on the radio and voiced renewed concerns about antipersonnel mines. Could they pepper the hill with mortar rounds or grenades to detonate buried explosives before scaling the hill, he asked.

    Captain Bonenberger told Lieutenant Bleier that he had considered that idea but decided against it. There was no guarantee that mortars or grenades would detonate all the mines, he said. Worse, some of the rounds might not explode, leaving new dangers for the soldiers. An explosives team from the Navy attached to the battalion had assured him, he said, that they could find just about any antipersonnel mine buried in the hill.

    The mission went forward. Waving his mine detector in front of him, Petty Officer First Class John Kremer, 27, of the Navy led Third Platoon up a narrow path along the edge of the hill. He listened intently to his device, calm as a man sweeping his front porch, as it squawked and buzzed at hints of buried danger.

    A boom broke the afternoon quiet, and suddenly Petty Officer Kremer was on the ground, seriously wounded. Soldiers in the trenches nearby at first thought they were taking mortar fire. But when they learned that the minesweeper himself was down, a sickening realization set in: they might be surrounded by hidden explosives that the detectors could not sense because they were made of plastic. “We’re screwed,” one soldier muttered.

    Sergeant Lee’s first instinct was to rush toward the wounded man. But he knew there were probably other mines nearby, so he stopped 10 yards short, holding back a young medic, Specialist Donovan Lovelace, who was also racing to the petty officer.

    “Where do I walk?” Sergeant Lee shouted to a second minesweeper who was bending over Petty Officer Kremer.

    “In someone else’s the tracks,” the minesweeper replied.

    Sergeant Lee took one step and then another before arriving at a rut where the footprints ended. He looked left, glanced right and, finding no tracks ahead, leaped across the rut. The medic followed.

    Within minutes, two other medics reached the scene, rapidly applying tourniquets to both of the sailor’s legs and giving him morphine before carrying him by stretcher down the hill, walking slowly behind the second minesweeper. A Blackhawk helicopter swooped in and took the sailor away, leaving an eerie silence in its wake.

    Near the middle of the hill, Captain Bonenberger was on the radio explaining the situation to battalion headquarters while a platoon leader began ordering the remaining soldiers off the hill. At the top, Specialist Matthew Hayes shouldered his M240 machine gun and began stepping gingerly from his trench.

    The specialist’s parents had both died in a car accident when he was an infant. He was known as the platoon’s practical joker, easily identified by the huge Mountain Dew tattoo on his left forearm. “In my mind, I thought we were safe because there were a lot of footprints,” he said later.

    But when he shifted the weight of his 28-pound weapon, a mine detonated beneath his feet.

    From below the cusp of the hill, Captain Bonenberger watched a dark cloud spiral skyward, trailed by chunks of debris. “That guy’s dead,” he said out loud, knowing that this time, someone from his own company was down.

    Specialist Hayes would later recall waking up on his back several feet from where he had stepped on the mine. “I just smelled something burning and kind of opened up my eyes and I saw the dust,” he said. He looked at his right leg, spotted what looked like bone and did not look at it again. “I thought for sure it was blown off.”

    A few yards away, Specialist Lovelace could see Specialist Hayes on the ground, his face taut with pain. Just a few minutes before, the medic had been sitting beside the gunner, his best friend in the unit, trying to collect himself after the first mine explosion. Now their eyes met and Specialist Hayes called to him: “Doc!”

    For the second time in an hour, the medics stepped carefully in footprints to reach a wounded man. Sergeant Lee gripped his hand as Specialist Hayes screamed for morphine to dull the intense throbbing in his leg. But the specialist could also see anguish in his sergeant’s eyes and found himself trying to comfort him.

    “Hey, I’ll be able to buy shoes half price,” Specialist Hayes said as Sergeant Lee helped carry him down the steep path.

    At the bottom, Specialist Lovelace tapped the wounded soldier on the shoulder, bent to his ear and said over the roar of an incoming helicopter, “Drinks on me when we get back.” Specialist Hayes touched his friend on the cheek. And then he was gone, the chopper taking off in a hail of gunfire from insurgents a quarter-mile away.

    The senior medic, Sgt. Jerry Price, wrapped an arm around Specialist Lovelace in the whirlwind left by the departing helicopter. “You did really good,” the sergeant told him. But the specialist wept anyway.

    Quiet Doubts

    That evening, Sergeant Lee gathered Third Platoon inside police headquarters in Imam Sahib city. A trash fire gave light to their darkening corner of the walled compound as he tried to make sense of the day. Specialist Hayes had a chance of keeping his leg, he told the men, but he admitted later that he did not believe it himself.

    A soldier asked him, “Why was that hill so important?”

    Sergeant Lee answered in a voice so low he was almost inaudible. Because the Taliban could have used it to “rain hellfire” on Imam Sahib, he said. But he also had doubts, which he had kept to himself, about whether securing the hill was necessary.

    “You don’t always agree with the mission,” he said later. “But it’s what you’re paid to do when you are a soldier. We have a mission to accomplish.”

    Captain Bonenberger rode back to the police headquarters lost in thought about the injured men. But as his truck pulled into the police compound, he learned that the battalion commander, Lt. Col. Russell Lewis, had already arrived to check on the company. Captain Bonenberger steeled himself for the meeting.

    He had taken command of Alpha Company in July after spending the first three months of his deployment behind a desk in the battalion’s planning cell, barely able to contain his desire to lead a company. On his first visit to Imam Sahib, just days before assuming command, he joined a squad of soldiers who charged a machine-gun nest after their convoy was ambushed.

    His new soldiers were impressed by his willingness to fight. “You can see it in his eyes,” one of the most seasoned ones said. The soldier had a name for the look: “the dark relish of mayhem.”

    But the soldiers did not always know what to make of their new commander. He could be bookish one moment — a biography of Lord Curzon, British viceroy of India at the turn of the last century, was on his nightstand — and proudly lowbrow the next (“Hot Tub Time Machine” was a favorite movie). He listened to heavy metal music as well as Stravinsky. Violence in sports bothered him, yet here he was, planning missions to kill Taliban.

    He was raised in Branford, Conn. His father was a corporate lawyer who had opposed the Vietnam War and studied classical guitar at Yale. His mother had been a painter who became a librarian, teaching Adrian and his younger sister an appreciation for gospel music.

    But from childhood, he was fascinated by the soldiering life, immersing himself in Homer’s “Iliad” and, later, World War II histories. In high school, he considered applying to West Point, but was dissuaded by his father and grandfather.

    He chose Yale, majoring in English literature and graduating in 2002. Early the next year, he protested near the United Nations when Secretary of State Colin L. Powell presented the American case for war in Iraq, believing that the Bush administration was exaggerating the threat.

    Yet by late 2004, he was talking to military recruiters, fueled by a mix of idealism and outrage. The abuse of prisoners at Abu Ghraib had made him wonder whether better leaders in the Army would have prevented the atrocities. He burned to test his own leadership skills.

    A year later, he was a second lieutenant, only the second person from his Yale class to join the military, to his knowledge. (A blue-and-white “For God, for Country and for Yale” banner hangs over his desk at the company headquarters in Kunduz.)

    On his first deployment in 2007, as a lieutenant with the 173rd Airborne Brigade to Paktika Province in eastern Afghanistan, he carefully studied the leadership styles of his commanders. One worked hard to build a sense of camaraderie among his soldiers. Another berated subordinates in front of others.

    He knew which one he would try to emulate. As Alpha Company commander, he tried to keep an open door. And to build team spirit, he ordered coins of his own design sent to Kunduz, where he distributed them to his soldiers. Each bore the Alpha Company insignia, a “gator.”

    To him, leadership could make the difference between a unit that comes home “emotionally healthy” and one where everyone “just goes crazy with drinking.”

    “I’m convinced that the only responsible way to be a leader in this life is to be compassionate,” he said. “That doesn’t mean you don’t do hard things and set rules for people and enforce the breaches in discipline when they happen.”

    In the days immediately after the minefield incident, he would acknowledge wondering “if there is other stuff I could have done.” But as his truck pulled into the police compound in Imam Sahib in the hours after it, he was deluged by reports of new crises.

    An improvised explosive device had been found in the shopping district. A police checkpoint had received intelligence of an impending Taliban attack. And his First Platoon, which had stayed at the base of Qurghan Tapa hill, was bracing for a possible attack.

    Captain Bonenberger briefed Colonel Lewis, grabbed some food and then headed back to his truck. “I’m done with my grieving,” he said. “There’s work to be done.”

    Back Into the Fray

    Third Platoon met for a group counseling session two days later with the battalion chaplain and a mental health counselor. Specialist Alan Bakula, a decorated young soldier who was injured in the elbow and face by the mine that Specialist Hayes hit, told the group he was “never so scared in my life” as when they withdrew from the hill, calling it “the longest walk of my life.”

    Staff Sgt. Robert Kennedy, Specialist Hayes’s squad leader who was also injured by shrapnel from the blast, described the helplessness all the soldiers felt when facing mines they could not fight. “You’re thinking you could have done more,” he said to the soldiers. “Thinking that is good. But doing enough is good, too.”

    Captain Bonenberger threw the company into new missions, telling his platoon leaders that work would help the soldiers get past the casualties. Within a week, Third Platoon was back patrolling near the base of Qurghan Tapa hill while First Platoon visited a village where American troops had not been before.

    That village, Naghma Bazaar, bordered contested territory just northwest of Qurghan Tapa. A village elder and a doctor at the local clinic welcomed the Americans when they arrived. But then the mission took a worrisome turn after a mine-clearing truck fell into a ditch, stranding the platoon for hours.

    When the Afghan police officers accompanying the Americans received reports of insurgent fighters gathering nearby, one of the officers challenged Lt. Matt Vinton, the First Platoon leader, to chase them away. Estimating that there were at most a dozen insurgents, Captain Bonenberger gave the effort his blessing.

    Lieutenant Vinton led two squads across a rice paddy, and within minutes a rocket-propelled grenade burst overhead. Gunfire erupted, and the soldiers began to whoop.

    They had wanted a fight, and they found one. The soldiers bounded across a field and through an irrigation ditch, taking cover behind fallen trees and haystacks. They cleared a small building from which insurgents had been shooting, then moved to a second compound across the road.

    There, a terrified family emerged from a back room. As Lieutenant Vinton tried to calm them, an old man wept uncontrollably in a high-pitch wail while a young boy sang to himself, clutching the bottom of his father’s jacket.

    Taliban fighters had forced their way into the house and demanded food and milk, the old man told the Americans through their Afghan interpreter. When the shooting began, the fighters fled into the fields with barely a trace.

    The soldiers searched for bullet casings and other telltale signs of the insurgents, then returned to their trucks. They were elated because they had chased the Taliban from the village, if only for a day. “Schoolyard bullies,” Captain Bonenberger called them.

    More important, the soldiers felt a sense of catharsis in having fought flesh-and-blood enemies for a change. The frustration of Qurghan Tapa lifted, at least for the moment.

    “After the minefield incident, the greatest feeling on earth was getting shot at, because it gave you a reason to shoot back,” Lieutenant Vinton said later.

    New Frustrations

    Doctors amputated both of Petty Officer Kremer’s legs in the days after he was injured on Qurghan Tapa hill. He was eventually flown to San Diego, where he lives with his wife and daughter, who was born just weeks before the minefield incident. He has re-enlisted, saying he wants to rejoin his explosives disposal team after he finishes rehabilitation.

    Specialist Hayes lost his right leg and headed to Walter Reed Army Medical Center in Washington. He says he will probably leave the Army when his rehabilitation is over next year. His wife and 20-month-old daughter have joined him in an apartment on the hospital’s campus.

    The specialist was initially angry about his injury, but says he came to grips with it while staring at the stump of his leg in a German hospital. These days, he reassures his platoon-mates in Afghanistan that he is improving, cracking jokes on Facebook about his plight.

    “It’s got a hemi,” he said in one post showing a photograph of his new prosthetic leg.

    Throughout the fall, Captain Bonenberger immersed himself in missions. Some yielded successes: an insurgent commander changed sides, villagers near Naghma Bazaar formed militias allied with the government, and Third Platoon killed a Taliban leader in its fiercest firefight of the year.

    But there were also new frustrations: a major mission in Imam Sahib was canceled just hours before it was to start, this time because the battalion’s resources were needed elsewhere.

    “For now, it’s jabs,” Captain Bonenberger said of the smaller-scale missions he was conducting instead.

    He had again reviewed his preparations for the Qurghan Tapa hill operation and concluded that he had done all he could to avoid casualties. “Bottom line was, there wasn’t any system that I had that was going to increase our chances of having an effective clearance of that hill,” he said.

    He was less certain about his future in the Army. His contract will be up next year, and he was not sure he would re-sign. “I’m definitely on the fence about that one,” he said.

    “Part of it is just the exhaustion of constant campaigning, and part of it is the bad things that have happened that I take ultimate responsibility for,” he said. “I’m getting pretty well tired of seeing dead bodies, that’s for sure.”

    For now, though, he had many more missions to plan and a company of soldiers to worry about. And he still had to decide what to do about Qurghan Tapa hill. Should the battalion clear it of mines and build that checkpoint? Or should they just level it with bombs?

    So many decisions to make, so many reports to write. Captain Bonenberger turned to his computer and began to type.
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    Thanks for posting this Chief.

    Brings to mind some events in my past, but we didn't lose anyone in those actions. Just a lot of flash, bang and yelling and then the quiet. The damned quiet.
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