Thoughts and prayers are with you. I look back at the day I lost my Dad. We spent the whole day with him in the hospital and when we left he was doing better than he had done in the last three weeks. We had been goone almost 4 hours when the doctor called and said he had passed away. I know Dad would not have wanted me there when he went but looking back now I wish I had never left. December 26th this year will be 2 years.
When I read your post, tears dripped from this old graybeard too. There's nothing I can say to relieve the pain, old semperfi. Just know that Becky is God's tender care. I will ask Him to give you strength, comfort and peace.